~SonOfDamascus

Sing it for me,
I can't erase the stupid things I say.
You're better than me,
I struggle just to find a better way.

So here we are, fighting and trying to hide the scars.
I'll be home tonight, take a breath and softly say goodbye.
The lonely road, the one that I should try to walk alone.
I'll be home tonight, take a breath and softly say goodbye.

You wouldn't like me.
Keep moving on until forever ends.
Don't try to fight me.
The beauty queen has lost her crown again.

...goodbye.

So why are you so eager to betray?
Pick the pieces up, pick the pieces up.
So why are you the one that walks away?
Pick the pieces up, pick the pieces up, pick the pieces up.

Just take a breath and softly say goodbye.

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So My Girlfriend and i are broken up. but that's old news at this point seeing as it happened two weeks ago. sry bout the late update.

either way. i have taken a bunch of pictures, i just haven't invested the effort of transferring them from one computer to the other.
but yeah.

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So Two Possibilities have presented themselves. my friend nick. his girlfriend has a friend up from PA, and she's single. my friend keeps trying to get things to happen, but they never did, but she was dating someone at the time so who knows..

and my other friend tyler. his girlfriend has a friend that is quite attracted to me as well. so im kinda torn. but unfortunately, to hang out with my friend tyler and his girlfriend means. Alcohol, Drugs, And Meaningless Sex... things that i really don't like to be around. if i can help it.

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So Any Of You That have watched the show LOST (or at least season 3). would know what im talking about. i had a kind of a "sweat hut" experience, and it made me realize alot of my flaws.

Which i Needed. alot, i was depressed because i was still in love with my now ex-girlfriend. but she wasn't showing any signs of being torn up about it, which hurt more. so i realized why it happened, and i've come to a conclusion.

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Im not going to work for love, anymore. if love happens. then it does, im not going to invest my time in trying to get someone to love me. just to have it end badly. its a waste of what little time i have left.

what would you do with one year left to live?

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So, If You're Loyal enough to be reading all this.

Thanks
~Dom.