You could love me or not
But either way I've got to
Wake up to face another day tomorrow morning
You could love me or not
But either way I've got the sunrise looking in my eyes
And i know i could love you or not
But either way you've got to
Wake up to face another day tomorrow morning

I'm not getting used to my new solitude
I've still got a photo in my wallet of you
I've got to stop my self
From picking up the phone and just calling you
I've got to keep my emotions together and forever
So don't be afraid
I can't erase memories with the actions i seize
And I can not erase your smiles and your eyes
With your hair in the breeze
And the only way for me to move on
Is to write it in a song that life goes on
And I'm kicked off this earth
With no one to hold its getting cold and my chest hurts
You could love me or not…
What will the world bring?

You've got to be strong
Your story goes on and on
Even though our page is gone
Cos theirs a world out there
And even though it aint fair
You've got to not be scared cos i swear
I'll always be true to you
Forgetting your smiles and eyes i could never do
Your love is skin deep with me
You could never be replaced
Even though you know my heart is free
Don't be afraid….

By: DubFx
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Well, i'm back.
basic training didn't go as it planned.

but i'm back either way.
living at home again
but working on getting a job and moving out soon.

apparently life has decided to pull a 180.
because for weeks after being back, girls didn't pay attention to me at all.
but now i have like almost 8 different dates planned.
and i have no idea where it's all gonna go but like i said in my last journal.

im just going with the flow.
whatever happens, happens.
i don't expect much out of life other than for it to be there when i wake up.
but hey, as depressing as that sounds its a good feeling.

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apparently while i was gone i reached 7000+ views.
so that's pretty bad ass.

either way, im glad to be back.
and i will definitely be working on getting some more photos up.
i did a skate shoot the other day, so you might see some of those soon.
provided i stop being lazy and sort through them.


~Colton S. Cairns~